Courtesy about.easil.com

So full of surprises have I now become
And even every time when the sun rises
Have I defeated the desire to be numb
And have encouraged myself to mesmerize

To put away all the ugly thought of past
That had me lagging behind in the dark
Which made me seemingly become the last
And then placed me in a perpetual lurk

Which and then tried to keep me from my peers
And made me feel as though am imprisoned
And then left me stranded in my own fears
Which sickened me with the need to be freed

But have now found space from which I can breathe
And have found a hole from which I can leave.